So for the past couple of months I've been constantly trying to find myself and understand what kind of person I am on the inside. At one point I even came to a conclusion. The conclusion that I have become the person I have always wanted to be.
The other day in PSHE class they were telling us that a person is always trying to project some sort of image of themselves. No offence to the textbook author, but in my opinion that's complete BULLSHIT! Sorry for being so abrupt (I usually never swear on this blog), but I just can't stand it when society is constantly manipulating people's minds and blaming it on itself. Are they saying that I'm trying to look like someone when I haven't even found out who I really am?
On the inside, I strongly disagree with myself. As I have said earlier I came to a conclusion that now I'm the person I've always wanted to be. I disagree without showing any evidence. I just don't believe that this has actually happened. Maybe it's just an illusion and I still haven't achieved the "perfect" form my body/soul can have. On the other hand, it's up to me to decide. I can't say that I've always wanted to be this way without knowing what image I want people to have of me.
