Watermelon

Yesterday was amazing! I had a picnic with my friends (or, as Dasha says, m8s) and I bough a watermelon yayyyyyy ^___^ Also, that edit took me ages to make.

Started using my ello acount, but I have no idea how to gain followers. 

Another thing, a guy was hitting on me yesterday and he said "hey, nice socks, are you emo?". So, yeah, I managed to look emo without even listening to MCR. BMTH is amazing, by the way!!!

Speaking of music, Muse's new song is really good! I was a bit (just a bit) disappointed with all the songs they released for "Drones", but, after listening to "Reapers", I'm sure the new album will be amazing! 

Secrets I have held in my heart are harder to keep than I thought~

Writer's block is a bitch.
Yesterday I realised how much I love listening to music at the volume of my own thoughts. In complete darkness.
I spent the night thinking about the story I'm working on right now and decided to rewrite the whole thing. I mean, yes, the 3000 words I wrote will go to waste, but it's really nothing. I think I'll also rename the main character. What kind of sad person spends the whole night thinking about how much they can relate to the main character of their novel? Ha. Ha. Ugh, I don't want the main character to be too "relatable" because then the plot will be typical. On one hand, I want the main character to be like me, but then it will be like writing about myself in third person and that's strange. But then if I write in first person I won't be able to write about all the characters at once. Also, Gerry is fun to describe, but he doesn't relate to the story! I can't just squeeze him in, can I? Ughhh what is life......I need Gerry in the story because he's an interesting character to both me and the reader. I know what his role is, but like HOW DO I DESCRIBE IT. Okay, I give up. Bye.

My history shrine

I think the pic pretty much explains itself. Tsch, who needs revision when you can make a shrine to your favourite subject instead, amirite XD No, but really, history is life.

Well I'm off to school because yesterday I was late to the exam so I should probably leave the house earlier this time. 

Also, I'm almost done with 1q84. Dammit, Murakami, teach me your ways! 

I wrote gay fanfiction for my IGCSE exam

Yep, the title says it. Now I can cross it off my bucket list!
I thought I'd pick the descriptive task on the exam because I can never think of a story, but this year the topic was perfect! I literally wrote "thank you, Cambridge" on my paper. So the story that I wrote was about Dan and Phil from youtube and how Dan had a flashback (yes, examiner, I know you like those) to when he was on his way to Manchester to meet Phil. I also included a paragraph where Dan questioned his sexuality and couldn't admit to himself that he was gay. Deep. And then I described how beautiful Phil is (ah, I've lost count of all the things I compared his eyes to). At the end of the story, Dan finally has the courage to confess his love to Phil and they kiss.
At least, I didn't write smut, okay? xD
Hey, if the examiner is homophobic then too bad. It's their problem. Because you shouldn't be!! 

My first IGCSE exam

Ah... The moment when you can't tell whether that noise is coming from the construction workers nearby or is part of the music you're listening to.
So I had my first IGCSE exam yesterday and I guess I was supposed to be all nervous and stressed out but... *starts singing Mystery Skulls* I do-o-on't really give a damn yeah~
The first exam was English and it went somewhat well. I'm not going to jump to any conclusions from what I've written because I can never tell whether I got the right points in my English summaries. It's a shame that they don't really teach you English at school nowadays. Everyone just assumes that you speak English so writing articles, interviews or summaries is common knowledge. Oh well. It's a shame that such an important subject is never taught in school properly and is taken rather lightly.
My first proper exam was today and it was History. And... I was late. My laziness doesn't know boundaries. On my way to school I got hungry so I bought myself a snack and, without even looking at my watch, continued walking slowly and calmly. My teacher was outraged and I told her that I didn't have an excuse because I couldn't be bothered to make anything up about "traffic" or "public transport delay". Luckily, I never needed the ten minutes I missed and finished the paper quite early.
I actually enjoyed the exam (which I guess is weird) because HISTORY IS LIIIIIFE!!! I was sitting there, engulfed in all these historical events, debating the importance of the Depression in Hitler's rise to power and questioning appeasement like a bo$$. I used the dollar signs ironically, don't punch me! I picked questions on the Treaty of Versailles, the Cold War and Nazi Germany. Just thought I should write it down in case I forget.
Physics paper 6 was suspiciously easy. You didn't have to know the formulae! My whole life was a lie! Before the exam, Dasha and I had pizza which was amazing!
Anyway, exams are really chill. I think I've forgotten how to stress, which is a good thing. I'm going to study for tomorrow's Bio exam so bye and have a nice day!

Umm

Today is one of those days when you just want to put your phone on silent, mute all Facebook convos and not talk to anyone. I don't know why, but I'm so tired and just want to stay under the covers in bed all day, listening to depressing 2000s music.
It's strange that I'm drinking coffee with honey while eating strawberries. Honey normally makes me sick. The strawberries taste extremely sour with the coffee, while the coffee tastes really bitter with the strawberries.
Went to Dasha's yesterday. We tried to memorise the physics formulae which wasn't so successful. I came home at around eleven and listened to MK Ultra on my way back since it's quite relaxing just like any other songs from "The Resistance".
Well I'm going to crawl back into bed and shelter myself from reality. Have a nice day!