Nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

This.

This.

THIS HAPPENED!!!!

Now if you'll excuse me as I proceed to squeal like a white tumblr fangirl. 

*takes deep breath* NYAAAAAAAAAA

I'm so happy Elleanor finally got my parcel!!! I'm probably going to brag about it to my friends at school tomorrow. 

Best. Day. Ever.

Elleanor is amazing by the way! I love her!!! 

Words

I translated my blog into Russian today and had a good laugh. 

My old posts are so embarrassing though. Way too embarrassing. I'll obviously delete them. Some day.

Drew this thing yesterday. Because school uniforms are cute.

Some things just won't leave my mind. Maybe I care too much. Maybe that's how much I'm supposed to care for things. 

I'm thinking of getting dreadlocks some time soon. Ikeda Hikari has a bad influence on me. 

We started watching "Die Welle" in German class and it's awesome!

This week has gone by so slowly. School was boring. Nothing interesting has happened. A peculiar Russian proverb often comes to my mind. 

"The less you know, the better you sleep."

My first instinct would be to rant to someone about my "feelings", but I choose not to have feelings so I technically can't rant to anyone about them. That would make me look weak. I'm not particularly happy with myself nowadays anyway. 

I always dislike the second year of whatever it might be. Does that make sense? Is it too early to say that?

Everyone is so serious and I'm stuck here with impossible dreams I might never be able to fulfil. I don't know whether I believe in myself enough to make those dreams my goal. 

Sometimes I feel like I've forgotten how to English........... Hahaha no but seriously 

The time the public transport was kaput

I walked to school today. 10km by foot. I was being a dumbass and could've taken the train.

Just had a heartwarming Skype conversation with Yasmin. 

The weather is just like it is in September in Russia. Ah, the sweet depression in the cold air makes me think of Berlin. 

It's like I'm writing haikus.

Maths over Art?

I'm comparing my life to an anime series. That's pretty sad. 

Spent my weekend studying and catching up on the "walking dead". All that biology revision...

Do you ever have these moments when a memory that you have forgotten about suddenly pops up in your mind? That started happening to me quite often recently. 

I want to go back to Berlin and experience the feelings I am no longer able to experience. Everyone is so two-faced nowadays. Including myself. 

When I was walking to school today I suddenly remembered how when I was very small, I walked to kindergarten (pre-school or whatever) with my eyes closed because I was scared of worms. 

Owlgriffs are awesome!!!

I've been feeling quite ill the last couple of days. Someone literally sneezed into my face the other day. Ugh. 

All that sitting at home, surrounded by all the tissues and electronic devices I could find around the house, made me rethink my future and my possible goals. Maybe I should not study documentary photography at UAL. Maybe I should do PPE. Hmm... Does that suit me better? Well according to futurewise, I should be an archaeologist. Thanks, futurewise!

I don't know what else to write. 

Owlgriffs are the best! I want one! 

Going on a Zoro-like adventure!

Badminton was in a different place today so my mum gave me a map with instructions on how to get there. It was raining cats and dogs. While listening to, what I like to call, hipster music, I thought of this sketch:

Ah... The joys of physical maps.

I had this really strange thought today that I hate myself for. I thought of the things I would want to say to my classmates on the last day of school. 

I don't have anything useful to say

The music on my iPod deffinately suits the rainy weather. Here's a self-portrait ^_^

I can't wait till next year, but I don't want this year to end. 

I looked at my posts from last year and oh god... My photography skills were SHIT! Why did I even bother putting a watermark on my photos??? Ughhh I hate myself! I still used automatic mode back then! Disgraceful!!! I might as well take all of them down because they're so shit...

I wish I could go back in time and maybe act differently around certain people at school. It's not that I regret anything that I've done; I regret the things I haven't done. It's my last year of school (in terms of compulsory education), but feel like I haven't lived school life to the fullest. I understand that I still have 7-8 months of school left, but this year people act so differently because of exams. I really want to go to town with my classmates, but, firstly, I'm sick of seeing most of them and, secondly, half of them wouldn't go because they've already started revising. 

Okay I should stop being all "ugh I'm so old I regret this so much". I sound really ungrateful. 

I wonder how different school would be if it was socially acceptable to come up to any person and ask them out on a date.

Triangles are my favourite shape (I want to put a triangle emoji but I'm afraid it will appear as a square)

I was thinking of doing a "monthly favourites" post once a month. I guess it would be somewhat entertaining.

I discovered an amazing band yesterday and downloaded both their albums the minute I listened to one of their songs.

For some reason my iPod keeps on adding 10 extra minutes to all of my songs. It's annoying.

I wonder what I have first period tomorrow. I'll go check.