It's all about us all about us we'll run away if we must cause you know oooooo

I don't even know what this is going to be about.

I remember about a week ago I was walking home listening to that one song and I heard... hope...? Like I just felt the exact same feeling I felt when I first heard it. Yeah this blog is just me being like "oh that song the feels wow much emotion lol". 

But seriously it hurts like a bitch because the one time I actually thought this was leading somewhere it turned out I was simply being stupid and delusional why why ughhh........

I didn't know "Map of the Problematique" was written about me.

The other day I was told that I became vulnerable because before I was always like "lol I don't have feelings" but now I get upset over the smallest things. It will be over soon 

Dasha came over yesterday. We had a lovely talk about depression. What is she? You know, after moments like these I don't want to live any more. Life seems too ordinary and simple. It's like I don't want to go back, you know. Dasha said she no longer listens to music. I force myself to listen to music to distract myself but it's not helping much i guess

IGCSE results gahhhhh!!

So I got my IGCSE results back today. Holy crappu! Didn't expect any of that. You know how I always go on about how much I hate Literature and how it's useless and all that... I spent the whole of Year 11 doing nothing in that class. Absolutely nothing. I would message Dasha, draw on my desk, stare into space. I only handed in one essay throughout the entire year and guess what?! 91%!!! What? How?
History A* was expected. I have a shrine dedicated to that subject, after all.
A for Art! What? I was aiming for like a C. Maybe a B. 86% wow!
Another pleasant surprise 68% in French! I passed! Okay, that might sound a bit pathetic, but my French grammar is awful, I can't speak it, it's my 3rd language and the exam was for native speakers. I'm so happy! <3
Now this is what shocked me the most. I got an A in Chemistry! And not just an A, an 89% A! What? I couldn't remember my ion analysis on the actual day of the exam. What sorcery is this?
Also, surprise! I didn't fail Physics! I got a B yesss! I don't even know how. I remember the day before the exam, Dasha and I tried to learn the formulae and I barely knew them. I read about the Gulags during that class! How did I get a B?
Maths didn't really surprise me.
Biology. Eh. I thought I'd get a B, but I got an A.
My highest was German. That exam was a joke.
Okay, now English language. Oh my... Basically, I wrote gay fanfiction for that exam. Gay fanfiction. That's my life achievement, okay? Like I'll put that on my CV or whatever. I can just imagine the examiner correcting my work like woah the way she compared his eyes to the blue sky is so creative dat metaphor, oh wait...They're kissing! No that's a sin! 0/10! Who am I kidding? My writing was probably bad xD But a B isn't that bad so I'm satisfied.
Moral of the story: don't take your exams seriously! ^_^ I gave up on studying and fooled around with my friends a lot, but didn't fail any of them. Also, I will never forgive the people who chose exam studying over hanging out with me. <3

I'm trash. My secret account has 400 followers now. What even? Also, I posted this pic on tumblr and it got 200 notes 0.0

Have I abandoned this blog?

So much has happened since my last post ahhh...
I went to Moscow with Dasha and it was amazing!!! I don't think I've ever realised how beautiful Moscow is as a city. Once I was crossing the street, looking around with round eyes and almost got hit by a car. Yep. I also got lost that day. Isn't it so embarrassing to get lost in your home city? I went around in circles and asked strangers for help. So embarrassing...
It was great living with Dasha too. We stayed at her dacha for a bit and found vinyl records, which leads me to another exciting event
I GOT A VINYL RECORD PLAYER YASSSSS
I tried being emo and ended up being a hipster
The first album I got on vinyl was The Resistance by Muse. It was a tough choice, really. Absolution has the best songs, so I was very tempted to buy it, but I've always felt this connection to The Resistance. I'll get Absolution next time. And if I buy OOS I'll have to buy BHAR too and then I'll feel bad for T2L and Showbiz so I'll buy them too. And don't forget Drones! CHF24*6=CHF144 woops I don't have enough money for that ><

This week went by so quickly!

So this weird sketch is about how Dasha and I read out our amazing story in front of the class. That was fun!
I also drew phanart uh... did you hear any of that? No, I think it was the wind...
Dasha and I left school straight after lunch because who needs PSHE and Careers in their life anyway?
I've noticed quite a strange thing about the town that I live in. Spring always comes very suddenly when you least expect it.
I can't wait to finish school and move to another city. I need change in my life!