Happy 8th of March, girls!

Biggest pet peeves? Anything that people do pretty much annoys me. Sorry, if you're a human being who is reading this blog. 

Today I suddenly remembered about last year's school trip to Amsterdam so I went on Facebook to see if I can find that video of us singing. I couldn't find it, but a wild thought has crossed my mind. I have changed! I know what most of you are thinking: "You've changed? You don't saaaaay". But, really though... That thought is seriously terrifying. Here I am, sitting in my bed, thinking that I will still be the same person tomorrow that I was yesterday, but if we jump into the future we will find out that tomorrow-me and yesterday-me are too completely different people. While browsing Facebook and looking for that singing video, I stumbled upon pictures from this year's school trip to Berlin. Now this is even more terrifying. Say, it's normal and also obvious that I have changed since the trip to Amsterdam because it was over a year ago, but the Berlin trip was only in December. It seems like something has happened to me over the Christmas break that has transformed me completely because if you compare the person who I identified as myself before and after the winter holidays, you will see that they are totally different from one another. The big question is, what has changed me so much? The inner-me who has been inside my head since the day I was born is telling me that the person who I was before was better than the person who I am now. Could this be true or am I "overcomplicating" things again?

The past, the present and the future

This is how I picture time

 

The dark silhouette is standing in front of a door that could also be a picture frame. The holes in the door each represent a different thing.
The top one represents the mind. The light coming out of the hole is shining at the box that represents the future. It means that our mind is thinking about the future. The gift is wrapped nicely, but a dark liquid is coming out of it. It symbolises that no one knows what the future will bring.
The hole bellow it symbolises the eyes. The light is shining at the forest that represents the present. It means that with our eyes we see the present. The strangely shaped trees of the forest represent how wonderful the present is. We often don't pay attention to that and run quickly through it. The past flows into the past and the future.
The bottom hole is the heart. It symbolises that the past (the teddy bear) is in our heart. The butterflies in the light represent that in our minds we make it look and sound better than it actually was. The chain at the bottom means that we can not live in the past again, but the footstep in front of it symbolises that we really want to.