We started watching "Die Welle" in German class and it's awesome!

This week has gone by so slowly. School was boring. Nothing interesting has happened. A peculiar Russian proverb often comes to my mind. 

"The less you know, the better you sleep."

My first instinct would be to rant to someone about my "feelings", but I choose not to have feelings so I technically can't rant to anyone about them. That would make me look weak. I'm not particularly happy with myself nowadays anyway. 

I always dislike the second year of whatever it might be. Does that make sense? Is it too early to say that?

Everyone is so serious and I'm stuck here with impossible dreams I might never be able to fulfil. I don't know whether I believe in myself enough to make those dreams my goal. 

Sometimes I feel like I've forgotten how to English........... Hahaha no but seriously 

Year 11 is the boring continuation of year 10

Went to Starbucks with Dasha today. She's such an amazing person! 

I don't really like Year11 because it feels like Year10, but worse. In Year 10 everything was new to me and I was open to people. This year everything annoys me. I wish there were more people in our year since I can literally tell you the life story of every single person at school. 

Also, I'm the same person I was last year and that's a bit annoying as well. Every start of the school year I get this kind of nostalgia and think about the year before like "aw things were so different back then". But this year everything is the same!