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27 Jan 2015

Ball of hate

Hello, friend! This is me!
All I do is hate people. Not people in general, but individuals. Why? That's just how I function.
I realised I started to analyse my life like cartoons in history class. It could be argued that, on a superficial level, so-and-so is responsible for the way my life is right now, however, when analysed in depth, it can be seen that, I, in fact, am responsible for my own problems. Speaking of history, I wrote the worst paper 2 ever this morning.
Money pisses me off so much! I wish it didn't exist! 
I really want to go to London this summer. I don't know where I can live though because I'm still technically a child. 
Still looking for a host-family in Berlin. 
I have a thing for big cities.
Is it normal not to have something you're passionate about? I mean I feel like I don't want to dedicate my life to one thing only or study only one thing in great depth. Is that normal? Because everyone is telling me that it's not and that you have to have at least one thing you're professional in, but there's nothing I have a desire to be professional in. I'm not an artist. Nor am I a scientist. I don't know ughhhh.... Why do people have the need to pressurise me into deciding what I want to do in the future? 

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