Sorry I haven't posted in ages (I've probably said that too many times). School's been really chill lately. It's probably because the school year will be over in just under a few days. It's exciting to realise that this our last week of school. Sometimes I even want to walk up to the people I strongly despise and tell them everything I think about them, but I don't think I'll ever do it. Not because I don't have the guts to because I would literally punch someone in the face if I wanted to. I guess it's because of the idea that we might meet in a few years' time and I don't want to live a life, creating enemies on my way.
Overall, I want to say that this year has gone by with no regrets. I mean, I even managed to confess my love to someone without creating drama, so what could you possibly regret about that? And.... I wrote a book. A 19000 word book, describing the first year I spent in this school. Yep... I tried to make it as honest as possible, writing down the feelings I've had about certain events and for certain people. What am I doing with my life?
But, yeah, school's chill. I went to Dasha's place for a sleepover during the weekend with another friend whose name is also, coincidentally, Dasha. It was awesome!!! I love them both <3
Sometimes I wish someone told me that I live in the golden age and what I mean by that is I keep romanticising the past, telling myself that it's better than the present. And the reality is that I might already be living in this "perfection" which I always seem to find in the past.
Also, call me desperate, but I keep on wishing to have a friend who I'd be really close with. Like a soulmate in a way. Yeah I sound like a loner haha xD
Overall, I want to say that this year has gone by with no regrets. I mean, I even managed to confess my love to someone without creating drama, so what could you possibly regret about that? And.... I wrote a book. A 19000 word book, describing the first year I spent in this school. Yep... I tried to make it as honest as possible, writing down the feelings I've had about certain events and for certain people. What am I doing with my life?
But, yeah, school's chill. I went to Dasha's place for a sleepover during the weekend with another friend whose name is also, coincidentally, Dasha. It was awesome!!! I love them both <3
Sometimes I wish someone told me that I live in the golden age and what I mean by that is I keep romanticising the past, telling myself that it's better than the present. And the reality is that I might already be living in this "perfection" which I always seem to find in the past.
Also, call me desperate, but I keep on wishing to have a friend who I'd be really close with. Like a soulmate in a way. Yeah I sound like a loner haha xD
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