So I haven't posted anything in October oops :/ A lot of things happened in October and a lot of things didn't. There was half-term break, I met up with Franny after two years! It was really great and we went to Hugo Boss to recreate the photo we took in 7th Grade.
Also I made this masterpiece:
basically this is how normal people stay happy
Also since this blog is like a character development/self discovery kinda thing, I guess I should write about this here. I'm now an extrovert. Wowww.... Well if you ask me how on earth that happened, here's the thing, it's my defence mechanism. Basically I realised that I charge my energy by being around people rather than being by myself. So, for example, in the past, when I hang out with my friends on Friday, I needed to stay home on Saturday to recharge. Now I'm the complete opposite and find being alone really tiring. But here's the thing okay okay listen 'ere. It's not because I worked on myself and faced my problems as a former introvert. Nuh-uh. The thing is, I love being around people because it distracts me from my problems. When I'm by myself I can't escape the unpleasant things I have to face/solve/deal with, but when I'm around people I forget and feel a lot happier. For example, let's say I have an English essay to write for Monday. If I'm at home by myself, I'll have to do it or face the "harsh reality" of doing it. But then - ooo, brilliant idea! - I invite my friends over so that I'm "busy" and there is no possibility of me having to write it. Is the essay gonna write by itself though? No. Yeah idek....
This post was so disgustingly self-centred wow.
so yeah because of my extroverted-ness I'm lonely af halp I need people please invite me to a party or something so I can forget about life
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